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Return To Innocence II

from Urges Of Familicide by xKAIx

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Return To Innocence II is about:
The song is about the loss of innocence and faith, as well as a sense of purpose and direction. The lyrics express the speaker's despair and pain, feeling that they have been robbed of their innocence since the beginning of their existence. They reflect on the struggle of living, feeling lost and overwhelmed with the weight of their responsibilities. Despite the darkness and hopelessness, there is a determination to find their innocence once again and forge their own path, even in the face of inevitable challenges.

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I've lost my innocence, I've lost my...
I've lost my innocence
Taken from me shortly after conception
Forced to exist in a dome where those do not care to shield my eyes from filth

I've lost my innocence
I've lost my faith

No longer believing in a higher power
All my hopes and dreams gone just a matter of hours
I've lost my innocence taken away before I could even breathe
Now I'm left with nothing but pain that will never leave

I've lost my innocence
I've lost my sense of purpose
Living life is a constant struggle
With no end in sight

I've lost my innocence
I've lost my way
Ashamed of the path I must follow
With the wait of the world on my shoulders
I drown in my sorrow, feeling so hollow
I drown in my sorrow, feeling so hollow

I've lost my innocence but maybe it was never really mine in the first place
In this life there's only pain and misery
And no one cared to hear my desperate cry
So now I'll take what's mine
And as I face the inevitable I'll know that I tried

I've lost my innocence, I've lost my...
I've lost my innocence
Taken from me shortly after conception
Forced to exist in a dome where those do not care to shield my eyes from filth

I will find my innocence
I will find my way

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from Urges Of Familicide, released October 12, 2023

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xKAIx Melbourne, Florida

KAI is my solo project. I go by the same name (Kai Ian). I write the guitar, bass and drums by myself using MIDI. I record the vocals myself as well in my DIY "sound treated" closet. The music is low-tuned to double drop C for a raw and aggressive sound. The music is cathartic release, while containing mostly true details of abuse. ... more

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