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Home Of Misery

by xKAIx

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Intro 00:33
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Let me tell you a story about 3 boys Indoctrinated into slavery never mind the beatings never mind the bravery at the time they're loyalty was never unwavering but the time for that ship has fucking sailed not just me, not my brothers but yourself you have failed(x2) I hope these words burn a hole through your head when you try to sleep at night I hope you kick and you scream with all of your might Just like my brothers did when we cowered in our room in fright Let go your weapon your life it will not lengthen You're getting so old now You won't be fighting back so hard the visions of your death do nothing to satiate my hate my brothers we had to endure
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Out Of Power 03:33
I'm gonna rip your lying tongue right from your mouth you cannot deceive with no jaw Oh yes now I tower you have no power and now I am the fucking law Now you are the fucking coward I always knew I'd rue the day It always played in my head And now you fucking pay For every way we had to feel your fucking pain Is she with malicious intent? Or do I sit and stare fucking losing it? Is she with malicious intent? Or do I sit and stare fucking losing it? Is she with malicious intent? Or do I sit and stare fucking losing it? Is she with malicious intent? Or do I sit and stare fucking losing it? I am, right now I'm so fucking scared Is she staring back or am i impaired? These constant nightmares i find are the embodiment of my spite I hold for you and only You cannot and hide Don't take these words for granted I meant it when I said Fucking. Die. Yes! I did it! You're dead! You can't jump down my throat when you're six feet under motherfucker I'm gonna rip your lying tongue right from your mouth you cannot deceive with no jaw Oh yes now I tower you have no power and now I am the fucking law
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Goodbye! To the all of you Goodbye! To everyone I knew Goodbye! To all that live in that home Goodbye I'm sick of all of you I will not stop Until I've left an imprint On all of your necks You're fucking next You cannot take back The scars and memories That hold me back. I will not stop Until I've left an imprint On all of your necks You're fucking next You cannot take back... I can no longer hold my tongue Don't ever you dare claim me your son All your life you've been pestilence Because of you I hold no tolerance Thousands of miles and law is what separates You from meeting dominance when I bring you back from the brink of hell Tell me how does it taste how does it feel?(x2) Goodbye! To the all of you Goodbye! To everyone I knew Goodbye! To all that live in that home Goodbye I'm sick of all of you I will not stop Until I've left an imprint On all of your necks You're fucking next You cannot take back The scars and memories That hold me back. I will not stop Until I've left an imprint On all of your necks You're fucking next You cannot take back... I can no longer hold my tongue Don't ever you dare claim me your son All your life you've been pestilence Because of you I hold no tolerance Thousands of miles and law is what separates You from meeting dominance
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Sit down, shut up, listen you fucker You have no idea how to be a mother You hid behind walls when your ego felt threatened misunderstanding? How when your neck is reddened? From my hand and bitch I'm never letting go I want so badly to see you float in the same misery I wadded in now the only way out is faded memory every day I wake with this emptiness ironically it's never leaving me I'm never getting over the fact you took us in for the price tag over our head keep denying all this I'll put a bullet in your head You'll never get to see your grandkids grow Because with me alive you'll never get old I'm gonna break your neck mother fucker I'll make you scream just like you did to my brothers you fucking sadistic bitch when I said I loathed you I meant it with every fiber of my being Now I've said what I have to say Time to finish you off and toss you in the grave

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released February 14, 2022

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xKAIx Melbourne, Florida

KAI is my solo project. I go by the same name (Kai Ian). I write the guitar, bass and drums by myself using MIDI. I record the vocals myself as well in my DIY "sound treated" closet. The music is low-tuned to double drop C for a raw and aggressive sound. The music is cathartic release, while containing mostly true details of abuse. ... more

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