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SILENCE OF VIOLENCE

by xKAIx

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U.S.E.D (Unrelenting Staring Eyes Dead) 02:18
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Stomp when I stomp! I see the way that you all look at me I'm called a monster My hate it staggers And today might be the day... I'll pull this piece from my pocket One look at it and you've lost it My hate for you I now channel Through the cold steel of this barrel Finger on the trigger Your hope it slowly withers You act as if it's so simple but you are so judgemental Because of your transgressions I have made the decision You are to gaze inside metal And see my truest vision Go ahead start pleading to Your superstitions Start counting on your worthless fucking Filthy visions Your whole world is crumbling Around you now I choose to pull the trigger You're a corpse now You Fucking pussy begger You'll learn fucking your fucking lesson I will get away with murder no time for fucking prison(x2) Your whole world is crumbling Around you now I choose to pull the trigger You're a corpse now(x2)
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Fear of Sleep 01:48
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Lying in the dark I try to slumber In the other room I hear you murmer "Are you asleep?" Yes "No you're not!" You snatch me from the top bunk And beginning swinging on me But how's a kid supposed sleep when every night you take a little peak waiting to see my eyes glisten mommy please just wait, listen I swear ill do any fucking thing you say Just please stay the fuck away from me Freedom! It has come into my question Freedom! Have i not yet learned my lesson?(x2) Searching for a way out But be quick or bleed out Now I beat you while you scream and shit yourself to death right on the floor(x2) I guess you're right it's the quiet ones you have to look out for but it's not my fault you treated us so poor(x2)
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Quick Death 01:58
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"Now tell me you why are you always fucking lying?" Anymore abuse and I may end up dying You want it? Come get it You'll know it You'll feel it Can't beat it You'll eat it I create it You'll regret me Fuck you and the last name you gave me Every morning I wake with the stench of your breath over my face You said it so yourself I own absolutely nothing in this place Take me out of this prison for i have no fucking safe space Every night I cry myself to sleep but you tell yourself thats not the case All I've ever wanted is you to fucking listen But all you can manage is your hand around my neck always fucking gripping 20 fucking years later and we all fucking hate you What if all your friends knew about everything you put us through? I know this song will mean nothing to you But for them its the least that I could do This is for my brothers! Strike, strike, strike! Strike, strike, strike! Strike, strike, strike! Strike, strike, strike!
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Hide In Silence 03:02
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My veins are cold From my eyes to my feet I'm trying to fight it Oh, but I can't compete! I can't compete! I remember all the times you spat at me Thinking you could control the spark that is inside of me I ate everything you threw at me You'll rue the fucking day you turned you're back on me I hide silence Remember the violence? I hide in silence I remember the violence I hide in silence Remember the violence? I hide in silence I have become the violence I look up into the skies and realize they're out to get me I remember all the times you spat at me Thinking you could control the spark that is inside of me I ate everything you threw at me You'll rue the fucking day you turned you're back on me You claimed I'm the abusive one I am the one made out to be the cunt While you were out acting like a mutt I am the one left in this rut(x2) You will not turn your back on me You will not fucking do this to me My veins are cold From my eyes to my feet I'm trying to fight it.. Oh, but I can't compete! I can't compete! I remember all the times you spat at me Thinking you could control the spark that's inside of me I ate everything you threw at me You'll rue the fucking day you turned you're back on me

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released March 23, 2021

Mixing / Mastering Credit:
Big big BIG thank you to my good friend Bőcze Zsolt
(Bames) for his absolutely stellar sound engineering on this EP. I was superbly pleased each mixdown I got! www.facebook.com/bocze.zsolt

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xKAIx Melbourne, Florida

KAI is my solo project. I go by the same name (Kai Ian). I write the guitar, bass and drums by myself using MIDI. I record the vocals myself as well in my DIY "sound treated" closet. The music is low-tuned to double drop C for a raw and aggressive sound. The music is cathartic release, while containing mostly true details of abuse. ... more

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