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House Fire
01:16
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Golden Child
02:49
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I've had enough of your fucking lies
They're not welcome here anymore
Oh and this house it belongs to me now
So don't plan on being around
I've had enough of your fucking lies
They're not welcome here anymore
Oh and this house it belongs to me now
So don't plan on being around
All these years and you really thought you'd have a golden child
Now he's just gotten a taste of the world and come back to you a little fucking devil
Now you have to deal with the consequences now he's all demented and self delusioned
And following a more self deserving path
Something you failed at in place of your wrath
Your place of wrath
My place of sorrow
Turned into a place of your ashes
I now wear them on my skin
I now wear them on my skin
Feel my burden from within
Your ashes I wear on my skin feel my burden within
Oh I've had enough of your fucking lies
They're not welcome here anymore
Oh and this house it belongs to me now
So don't plan on being around
I've had enough of your fucking lies
They're not welcome here anymore
Oh and this house it belongs to me now
So don't plan on being around
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Family Cookout
02:17
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I've got something to say to you
Its been on my mind
Ever since I left your miserable home to make the climb
I will never be what you thought you molded me to be
All the hate and friction
I can see right through you just like fucking glass time does not heal wounds from the fucking past
I cannot see why you would be this fucking cruel to three kids who did nothing to you than be born by fucking ignorance
All these memories formed in that house
Now I have to live with them fuck that now
Give me courage give me the matchbook
Because like it or not we're all gonna cook
Watch us go in up in flame
Have you, have you no shame?
No matter, we'll all burn the same
You know you have yourself to blame
I've got something to say to you
Its been on my mind
Ever since I left your miserable home to make the climb
I will never be what you thought you molded me to be
All the hate and friction
I can see right through you just like fucking glass time does not heal wounds from the fucking past
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Hatred (Record Version)
03:15
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Hatred is all I can muster
Should've thought about that when you left me alone
Here to fester in mental conditions not fit for a mortal man let alone an "angel"
Broken! The cycle of generational violence
But feeling so spiteful to those who created the need
I swear I am grateful for where I am today
Yet still I feel the need for grand revenge
Yet I still feel the need for grand revenge
Plotting, I sit in anguish
Festering like a broken tooth
Whose core has rotted long since ago(×2)
From the mouth of your golden child
I said it here now you die
Hatred is all I can muster
Should've thought about that when you left me alone
Here to fester in mental conditions not fit for a mortal man let alone an "angel"
Broken! The cycle of generational violence
But feeling so spiteful to those who created the need
I swear I am grateful for where I am today
Yet still I feel the need for grand revenge
Yet I still feel the need for grand revenge
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Severed Ties
03:23
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Severed my ties and I'm on my own
No time to look back as the old saying goes
What do I do now? Where do I go now?
Nowhere close to home, gotta get far, gotta get away
From the fucking lies and fucking deceit
I'm gonna get strong gonna get my wits about me
With what I'm about say I really want you all to hear me. There's no other time like the present to make sure you don't forget that I am your downfall
Realize your going nowhere in this life spending all your time wallowing in self pity seeing into your own eyes, at the spoiled age of 50 you do nothing but torture those in your vicinity
Someday somebody will put you out of your misery
And this i swear to you it will be me
All these years of trying
Were they real emotions
Or did you fake it all
What are you running from
Everything you've built up until now is crumbling
I bow to none of you
Be my own God I true
My values will be restored
Not one miserable fucking morsel
Will make it to my offspring
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Return To Innocence I
02:13
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Return To Innocence II
04:15
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I've lost my innocence, I've lost my...
I've lost my innocence
Taken from me shortly after conception
Forced to exist in a dome where those do not care to shield my eyes from filth
I've lost my innocence
I've lost my faith
No longer believing in a higher power
All my hopes and dreams gone just a matter of hours
I've lost my innocence taken away before I could even breathe
Now I'm left with nothing but pain that will never leave
I've lost my innocence
I've lost my sense of purpose
Living life is a constant struggle
With no end in sight
I've lost my innocence
I've lost my way
Ashamed of the path I must follow
With the wait of the world on my shoulders
I drown in my sorrow, feeling so hollow
I drown in my sorrow, feeling so hollow
I've lost my innocence but maybe it was never really mine in the first place
In this life there's only pain and misery
And no one cared to hear my desperate cry
So now I'll take what's mine
And as I face the inevitable I'll know that I tried
I've lost my innocence, I've lost my...
I've lost my innocence
Taken from me shortly after conception
Forced to exist in a dome where those do not care to shield my eyes from filth
I will find my innocence
I will find my way
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xKAIx Melbourne, Florida
KAI is my solo project. I go by the same name (Kai Ian). I write the guitar, bass and drums by myself using MIDI. I record the vocals myself as well in my DIY "sound treated" closet. The music is low-tuned to double drop C for a raw and aggressive sound. The music is cathartic release, while containing mostly true details of abuse. ... more
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