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Urges Of Familicide

by xKAIx

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1.
House Fire 01:16
2.
Golden Child 02:49
I've had enough of your fucking lies They're not welcome here anymore Oh and this house it belongs to me now So don't plan on being around I've had enough of your fucking lies They're not welcome here anymore Oh and this house it belongs to me now So don't plan on being around All these years and you really thought you'd have a golden child Now he's just gotten a taste of the world and come back to you a little fucking devil Now you have to deal with the consequences now he's all demented and self delusioned And following a more self deserving path Something you failed at in place of your wrath Your place of wrath My place of sorrow Turned into a place of your ashes I now wear them on my skin I now wear them on my skin Feel my burden from within Your ashes I wear on my skin feel my burden within Oh I've had enough of your fucking lies They're not welcome here anymore Oh and this house it belongs to me now So don't plan on being around I've had enough of your fucking lies They're not welcome here anymore Oh and this house it belongs to me now So don't plan on being around
3.
I've got something to say to you Its been on my mind Ever since I left your miserable home to make the climb I will never be what you thought you molded me to be All the hate and friction I can see right through you just like fucking glass time does not heal wounds from the fucking past I cannot see why you would be this fucking cruel to three kids who did nothing to you than be born by fucking ignorance All these memories formed in that house Now I have to live with them fuck that now Give me courage give me the matchbook Because like it or not we're all gonna cook Watch us go in up in flame Have you, have you no shame? No matter, we'll all burn the same You know you have yourself to blame I've got something to say to you Its been on my mind Ever since I left your miserable home to make the climb I will never be what you thought you molded me to be All the hate and friction I can see right through you just like fucking glass time does not heal wounds from the fucking past
4.
Hatred is all I can muster Should've thought about that when you left me alone Here to fester in mental conditions not fit for a mortal man let alone an "angel" Broken! The cycle of generational violence But feeling so spiteful to those who created the need I swear I am grateful for where I am today Yet still I feel the need for grand revenge Yet I still feel the need for grand revenge Plotting, I sit in anguish Festering like a broken tooth Whose core has rotted long since ago(×2) From the mouth of your golden child I said it here now you die Hatred is all I can muster Should've thought about that when you left me alone Here to fester in mental conditions not fit for a mortal man let alone an "angel" Broken! The cycle of generational violence But feeling so spiteful to those who created the need I swear I am grateful for where I am today Yet still I feel the need for grand revenge Yet I still feel the need for grand revenge
5.
Severed Ties 03:23
Severed my ties and I'm on my own No time to look back as the old saying goes What do I do now? Where do I go now? Nowhere close to home, gotta get far, gotta get away From the fucking lies and fucking deceit I'm gonna get strong gonna get my wits about me With what I'm about say I really want you all to hear me. There's no other time like the present to make sure you don't forget that I am your downfall Realize your going nowhere in this life spending all your time wallowing in self pity seeing into your own eyes, at the spoiled age of 50 you do nothing but torture those in your vicinity Someday somebody will put you out of your misery And this i swear to you it will be me All these years of trying Were they real emotions Or did you fake it all What are you running from Everything you've built up until now is crumbling I bow to none of you Be my own God I true My values will be restored Not one miserable fucking morsel Will make it to my offspring
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I've lost my innocence, I've lost my... I've lost my innocence Taken from me shortly after conception Forced to exist in a dome where those do not care to shield my eyes from filth I've lost my innocence I've lost my faith No longer believing in a higher power All my hopes and dreams gone just a matter of hours I've lost my innocence taken away before I could even breathe Now I'm left with nothing but pain that will never leave I've lost my innocence I've lost my sense of purpose Living life is a constant struggle With no end in sight I've lost my innocence I've lost my way Ashamed of the path I must follow With the wait of the world on my shoulders I drown in my sorrow, feeling so hollow I drown in my sorrow, feeling so hollow I've lost my innocence but maybe it was never really mine in the first place In this life there's only pain and misery And no one cared to hear my desperate cry So now I'll take what's mine And as I face the inevitable I'll know that I tried I've lost my innocence, I've lost my... I've lost my innocence Taken from me shortly after conception Forced to exist in a dome where those do not care to shield my eyes from filth I will find my innocence I will find my way

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The album "Urges Of Familicide" is an exploration of the my personal experiences and emotions, wrapped into my seven track record. The lyrics of the songs provide a glimpse into the themes and stories that this album revolves around.

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released October 12, 2023

Mix/Master: Deverlines

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xKAIx Melbourne, Florida

KAI is my solo project. I go by the same name (Kai Ian). I write the guitar, bass and drums by myself using MIDI. I record the vocals myself as well in my DIY "sound treated" closet. The music is low-tuned to double drop C for a raw and aggressive sound. The music is cathartic release, while containing mostly true details of abuse. ... more

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