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Hatred (Record Version)

from Urges Of Familicide by xKAIx

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Hatred is about: intense feelings of hatred and resentment towards someone who abandoned the narrator or protagonist, leaving them to deal with struggles and mental anguish. Expresses a desire for revenge, fueled by the generational cycle of violence inflicted upon them. Despite acknowledging their gratitude for their current situation, there is still a lingering thirst for vengeance. The narrator or protagonist describes their emotions as festering and compares themselves to a decaying tooth, symbolizing the rotting core of their pain. They assert their power and announce their intent to bring about the downfall of the person who caused their suffering. The song explores themes of abandonment, mental health, and the destructive impact of violence in a generational context.

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Hatred is all I can muster
Should've thought about that when you left me alone
Here to fester in mental conditions not fit for a mortal man let alone an "angel"

Broken! The cycle of generational violence
But feeling so spiteful to those who created the need
I swear I am grateful for where I am today
Yet still I feel the need for grand revenge
Yet I still feel the need for grand revenge

Plotting, I sit in anguish
Festering like a broken tooth
Whose core has rotted long since ago(×2)
From the mouth of your golden child
I said it here now you die

Hatred is all I can muster
Should've thought about that when you left me alone
Here to fester in mental conditions not fit for a mortal man let alone an "angel"

Broken! The cycle of generational violence
But feeling so spiteful to those who created the need
I swear I am grateful for where I am today
Yet still I feel the need for grand revenge
Yet I still feel the need for grand revenge

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from Urges Of Familicide, released October 12, 2023

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xKAIx Melbourne, Florida

KAI is my solo project. I go by the same name (Kai Ian). I write the guitar, bass and drums by myself using MIDI. I record the vocals myself as well in my DIY "sound treated" closet. The music is low-tuned to double drop C for a raw and aggressive sound. The music is cathartic release, while containing mostly true details of abuse. ... more

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